over

the school is over for me, at least for several months. I'm quite glad that the school is over and i actually have a plan what i want to do.I'm not going to go to school on next friday because i'm lazy and i really don't want to waste my time.
I also should act like a new personality i want to work on ,it would be best to describe as casalise. I imagine that she is quite ambitious, exciting and very much alive.I should really make her a bit friendlier because i need every ounce of naive i've got. This way i can actually make myself more better at so many things.
  Today ,while walking to school ,i had another paranoid-looking feeling , it was very upsetting: a guy sat and i was passing him but he looked at me and the first thought was that he was going to follow me .it's weird that i see stalkers everywhere, i imagine that aren't really many stalkers ,i just made it up that they are stalkers.
 My fascination with vampires is getting to real ,i used to have a dream but now it's like i'm making some things up ,like i was bitten by a vampire but i can't get that dream out of my head .i really need to see that shrink again.
 Vampiree diaries are getting in my head and i actually think that it holy ,like i think of twilght. I've most likely seen way too many horror movies, that would explain like mhm...everything.