i must say that i like the attention cause it makes my feel like i'm me, not some kind of girl who looks like a stone .
I feel bad for my classmates, i'm soo mean, i don't know why i can't talk to them normally,it all started when i wanted to get rid of my first class-they were animals, some of them still are .
The weirdest thing is ,that i really don't give a damn about what my classmates say about me,sometimes i just want to laugh.My classmates are the best at everything ,they are awesome but i just can't talk with them ,i've tried but no ,nothing comes out of mouth .the weird thing is that i'm afraid of them,i don't want them to turn to one of my nightmares-my first classmates.I'm afraid that they will and they think i'm thinking that i'm too good to speak to them-that not the truth ,i think it's the other way around.I'm probably never going be their real friend- i really don't think that's possible.
