the school has begun and the anxiety took over me for an hour or two. The paranoia is back too but at least i can control it by making my fears sound more irrational than they really are. Today unfortunately wasn't my day to be IN control. i don't know why it was so difficult to handle myself , i couldn't speak ,i couldn't relax , i was a mess.At one point i thought that i was going to cry, it was bizarre, even for me.
i have to eat tomorrow (this is a part of my passive to active program), it will be difficult.
tomorrow is a band new day ...let's hope for the best.
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Wednesday, September 1, 2010
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- rick
- My name is rick, i'm 14.I live in Estonia... it's in europe. some people would most likely say that i'm one of the oddest people they have ever seen with their own eyes. i'm not a troubled teenager...yeah.right
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