me, crying ?

I was in Saaremaa, for the last couple of days.There was a singing contest,i was fine until i saw and heard her .That girl was THE most awful singer i 've ever heard. She ruined the song with her singing (and screaming).Soo ,guess who was going to sing the same song.After the song ended, i rushed to the classroom. Then there were frightened faces looking at me,they thought i was freaking out,which was true but i denied it. When it was my turn to go on the stage something happened.They decided to take a break.i got 20 extra minutes to calm myself down.When it was time to continue the contest, i asked a girl who was calling our names if i should go up and wait there.She hesitated cause she didn't know if others were doing some kind of performance at the start.i wasn't sure if i should wait up there but i did.I saw an empty stage ,i carefully went on the stage and then the song began.Soon it ended and when the contest had gone to an end .When i saw my teacher the first thing she asked me was if i was crying before i got on the stage.By the night i was annoyed cause people asked it again and again...