Who am i ???

Hey,my name is Marilyse, I'm 14 years old and i live in Estonia- i know that many people haven't heard of this country, it's small ,theres about 1,5 million people living hier and the weather is quite cold.I'm a Music Addict- i'm always listening to music, i don't like the silence cause then I'm kinda like over thinking things-that's soo annoying,i just can't focus when the only thing I'm hearing is the same old silence.I just love music ,i CAN live without music about 15 minutes ,after that i'm already thinking about hot new songs usually that's all that i listen to cause everytime i hear something new ,i listen to it for hours and the next day when i hear it i feel like throwing up, i can't explain it. I like pop,rock,hip hop,rnb and trance- so i mostly listen to everything i can find or hear.I like to be a little different from others ,i just like attention and there is nothing wrong with that.So... i am different,good,grudge-holder,truth-seeker,music lover,movie lover,honest,excellent listener,understanding,bad,evil,naive,right,curious,lucky,boring,crazy,free,
invisible,mysterious,sad,alone,weird,wrong,everything that i wanted to be, me