10 things

these things make me happy :

1. jewelry
2. clothes
3. make up
4. chocolate
5. good food
6. movies
7. music
8. a new haircut
9. twilight
10. nail polish

Personality Disorder

this week i was at home most of the time, i visited my dentist and throat doctor.I'm quite exited ,now that i know that my throat is ok, i can finally continue experimenting with singing techniques.I was supposed to be at home for 2 weeks but i'm going insane in here ,i have too much free time.So i'm going to school on Monday.

i took a  test today, a personality disorder test.
it says that i am very paranoid, narcissistic and

1. i have a schizoid personality disorder too- that means that

• i avoid relationships

• i don't show my emotions

• prefer to be alone.

• that means that i am a loner!!!

1. and antisocial personality disorder- that means that i have

• poor social skills

• i am impulsive and irresponsible ,

• also i might have some criminal behavior

• the treatment is highly difficult.

1. i have a Borderline Personality Disorder too, that means that i have

• mood swings

• anger issues

  • unstable relationships with others

    • suicidal 

• • 1. i have an Avoidant Personality Disorder,that means that i have 

    • fearful of being rejected 
    • worry about embarrassing myself in front of others
    • avoid social situations
    • low self-confidence
    • create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one
    • yearn for social relations yet feel i'm not unable to obtain them
    • Poor self-image
    • avoidance of new activities
    • self-involved and unfriendly
     
   

1. and dependent personality disorder

• tend to cling to people
• Suicidal thoughts upon rejection
• Deeply hurt by mild criticism or disapproval

1. and Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder

• Need for perfection
• Lack of generosity
• Hyper-focus on details and rules
• avoid working in teams
• fear making mistakes 
• difficulty expressing emotion.

LATER I ASKED MY PARENTS IF THE TEST WAS RIGHT, THEY SAID THAT IT WAS.