feeling exhausted

 Somehow i've managed to be sleepy all the time, i guess i need a break, i'm skipping school tomorrow :)

i'm soo tired, alfter writing this i'm going to sleep cause in the morning i have to run from 1 place to another.School was quite ok- i was late, we had to write about the people who are hard to understand, soon the teacher felt pity for us and she allowed us to leave,i walked home.

I hope i won't get sick cause if i do ,well then i will be in a big trouble. The contest is next week and i have to work with the song- it's not perfect...not yet at least.I want to perform well cause i was the winner last year and if i allow myself a bad performance, than i will hear about it,seriously ...i will. The people will remember the worst and the best singers- i wanna be the ok one cause the best singers are going to sing in a mall ...AND if im one of them, i have to learn a new song ...with just 1 week!!!

it's a lose lose situation- boo hoo

i want to sleep sooo... bye

 

A good day

"Courage is being afraid but going on anyhow. " ~Dan Rather

I actually thought i would never have a good school day, but i have to admit...i was wrong.

Half of the students were ill,so there were only 8 of us.

everything was simple today- talking to everyone,no bad mood,it was kinda fun.

This week is very different from what i thought on sunday- i expected a boring every day week, i've had it  for years. Maybe it was my fault that every day was boring- i wanted excitement but i didn't do anything to have it.

"Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret."

I usually very quiet, i don't have much to say.

i am always busy, even when i'm doing nothing ,i'm busy.Most of the time i'm annoyed ,i don't know why.I guess it's a teen thing.

  When i say something to others i'm gonna regret it later,thinking to myself,gosh...what the hell was i thinking? i'm such a dork :(

  Usually when i'm angry, i'm halfway to being an emo, sometimes i scream - no surprise i have problems with my vocal chords.